It's a little warmer today. Gads there is nothing worse then 3 freezin' cold days after having 70 degree weather in Maine. I love this state though. I do think i want to be a snow bird! For 3 months~~~Jan-Feb-Mar. Wonder what the Cowboy would say about Costa Rica in the winter time? LOL. I'm beginning to feel better again. Weird but better. I'm not really myself lately. Not like when I used to pretend i was ok as i have done before but being a not fake better is weird. i can feel what i feel and deal with what comes my way. I was remembering last week how I cried almost everyday for years and years. if i had a great spell...i wouldn't cry for 3-4 days. now, while i was crying this last time i couldn't remember the last time i cried. that makes me NOT feel like crying! :-) it makes me happy. i am happy and i am blessed and i have a good life and i am worth everything that is happening to me. i won't ever be homeless, hungry or huge. i have time for this life. i have a place here called home. i have a family worth fighting for. i have love that is deep and true. WHO WOULDN'T WANT TO BE ME? ...lots of people lol-- i was just feeling a little Kenny Chesney comin' on.
coming up:
Saturday auction with the Cowboy
NELE
Rachel Katharine Smith GRADUATES (wearing white???) weird!!!
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