Missing

Will I ever stop missing you?

Don’t you miss me?

I think about you everyday

The pain just doesn’t go away

How can we be apart?

I thought it was so great right from the start

Did you? We laughed we cried we loved we were tied

How can you be so far away?

Will there ever come a day

When I will stop missing you?

a glimmer of hope...

I love where I live right now 
I love where I am right now…
Life is ok…
 can do this…
there is not pain…
So pretty out there…
camera in hand…
I must take command.

So sad...

I liked kissing you

I liked hugging you

I liked how you draped your arm over my shoulder

And walked me into your world.

I’m so glad you loved me for awhile

I’m so sad you’re gone.

I’m all on my own.

Missing kisses

Missing love

Wishing for my heart to heal

Praying to the man above

I don’t want to be on my own

I want you back

I want your kisses and hugs

I want to wrap around you like a glove

I miss your love

I wish I had dared

To be wrong

I wish I had been right for you

I don’t want to be alone.

the light is on

I sleep with the light on now

Because I don’t know where I am when I wake up

I sleep with the light on now

Because it’s a quicker way to know you aren’t there

I sleep with the light on now

Because I am scared

I sleep with the light on now

Because my heart is lost

I sleep with the light on now

So that my heart can find its way home

I sleep with the light on now because

I am all alone.

nature's fireworks

p.s. it took over 200 pictures to get just this one shot of lightening....why i love digital cameras :0)

Everyday

I think about you everyday

And then I think I shouldn’t do that

And then I think others have lost more
And then I think how really sore

And then I think about you again

And then I think about the dreams

And then I think about the reality

And then I think about you more.

Sweet face

I love this face. 

I want to see this face everyday.

Cows make me happy.
I miss the cows too.

Walking through water up to my chest

I’m exhausted at best

I picture you walking without a care

I picture you walking away and it’s not fair

I don’t want to hurt so bad

I know that you aren’t sad

Why did we start this mess?

Both of us said we didn’t want the stress.

How come love hurts so bad

Why did I dare to love you

Even though I knew better

I remember the day I said I don’t care

I will love him anyway

I am crazy and

That is why I am always

Walking through water up to my chest.

My window has the most amazing view...i saw a rainbow arched over the Kennebec River in full color. the most perfect rainbow i have seen in a very long time. and now i am looking at a pretty moon that is full. I am blessed.
Rache do you see this perfect moon on your way home? be careful my love....my Punki.

 

I wish i could take the most amazing pictures...

which I can not.

 

April sucked

My blog is a silly place right now. i've moved again and i'm recreating myself one more time. i truly think i am done with relationships. Geezus it's too much like work for me. Hermit world here i come ...Don't worry there will be some good shit here soon. i just gotta go find my Mojo. I think it's write down the road. 

April Sux

        I loved trux

                   I live two miles

                           from where i files

April Sux

Forgiven?